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Chapter 2

I did not sleep.

I lay in the guest room — I'd moved there months ago, a fact Rhys had greeted with relief he didn't bother to hide — and I stared at the ceiling and I did math.

Not the soft math of grief. The hard kind. Assets. Timelines. Who signed what, and when.

By four in the morning I had a working theory, and by six I was in Rhys's home office with a cup of coffee going cold beside the keyboard, wearing his own arrogance against him like a borrowed coat.

He'd never changed the password. Why would he. I was furniture.

It was our anniversary, the digits — 0-4-1-9. Five years ago I'd found that romantic. This morning I found it useful, which is the whole arc of a marriage in one number if you think about it.

I want to be clear about something. I did not cry that night. I know that's the part you expect, the wronged wife folded over the bathroom sink at 3 a.m. And maybe I would have, once. But grief and I have an arrangement. I let it in during business hours only, and there was no time on the calendar for it.

So instead of weeping I did inventory.

The prenup came up first.

I remembered signing it, five years ago, giddy and in love and too proud to read the fine print because reading it felt like doubt. Twelve pages. Simple. Fair.

This version had nineteen.

Somewhere in the last two years, quietly, a rider had been added — my initials forged well enough to pass a bored notary — and buried in clause fourteen was a phrase that stopped my breath.

All intellectual property developed during the marriage, including proprietary trading systems, shall be deemed the sole work product of Rhys Ashford.

My model. My nights. My father's whole way of seeing the market, distilled into code. Signed over to him in a sentence I never wrote.

I read it four times.

Here is a thing I've learned about being robbed. The theft is never the moment they take it. The theft happened months ago, quietly, while you slept beside them and made them coffee and believed you were building a life. The moment you find out is just the receipt.

Then I did the thing I do best, which is not scream.

I opened the server logs.

Every version of that model lived on Ashford's backup array with a timestamp and an author tag, and for the first three years, before Rhys learned to be careful, that author tag said one thing.

E. Sinclair. My maiden name. Line after line after line, timestamped at hours no married woman spends anywhere but at a desk that is truly hers.

Proof. Not enough to win. But a thread to pull.

You have to understand how much of the world runs on the assumption that a quiet woman isn't paying attention. Rhys had built an empire on that assumption. He'd papered over my name so thoroughly, so confidently, that it had never once occurred to him I might still have the keys to the archive where the truth was buried.

Arrogance leaves fingerprints. His were all over this.

I plugged in a drive and started copying, watching the little bar crawl across the screen while the coffee went cold and the sun came up gray over the city he thought he owned.

“You're up early.”

Rhys filled the doorway in his robe, and I closed the folder without hurry, the drive already swallowed in my palm.

“Couldn't sleep,” I said. “Big night.”

“About that.” He came in, sat on the edge of the desk, adopted the gentle voice he used for clients he was about to disappoint. “I know Meridian caught you off guard. But this is good for us, Evie. Bianca's got the energy for the road shows. You've always been more of a… behind-the-scenes person.”

“I built the model, Rhys.”

I hadn't meant to say it. It was a mistake — you never show a mark your cards — but there is only so long a person can be told the sky is green before something in her jaw comes loose.

He blinked, and for one exquisite second I watched him decide how to lie.

“You helped,” he said gently. “Early on. And I've always been grateful. But sweetheart, you know how these things get remembered. The market doesn't care who typed. It cares who closed.”

You helped.

Six years of my life, and the man had just filed it under helped.

“Of course,” I said, and smiled, because the drive was in my hand and the smile cost nothing.

Bianca appeared behind him in one of my robes, which was its own kind of statement. She'd let herself in with a key I didn't know she had.

“Evie!” She beamed like we were girls again. “You were so gracious last night. Honestly, I'd have died. I kept saying to Rhys, isn't she just the most gracious.”

“That's me,” I said. “Gracious.”

I looked at her — really looked, the way I'd looked at her across a hundred desks — and I thought about the girl who'd shown up two years ago in a coat she couldn't afford, terrified, and how I'd taken her to lunch and told her she was smarter than she knew.

I'd meant it as kindness. She'd heard it as a map.

“You should rest,” she cooed. “You look tired.”

“I'll do that.”

I walked out of my own house with a drive in my fist and my father's model in my chest, and I did not slam a single door.

Small victory. I had the logs.

They didn't know that yet.

The office was where it caught up with me.

I badged in at the garage the way I had a thousand mornings, and the little light on the reader blinked red. I tried again. Red.

A guard I'd bought a Christmas gift for last year would not meet my eyes.

“I'm sorry, Mrs. Ashford. I've got instructions. Your access is suspended pending — pending a review.”

“Suspended by whom?”

He didn't answer. He didn't have to. There was only one whom.

I could have made a scene. A younger version of me would have. I could have demanded a manager, invoked my name, reminded them all whose late nights had paid for the espresso machine in the lobby and the art on the walls.

But a scene is just free entertainment for people who've already decided how the story ends. So I picked up my bag, and I thanked the guard by name, and I asked after his daughter's recital, and I watched him flush with shame, and that was worth more than any tantrum.

They walked me out through the lobby, past the wall with Rhys's face on it, past the receptionist who suddenly found her monitor fascinating, and they set my own building at my back like I was a stranger who'd wandered in off the street.

I stood on the sidewalk in the cold, shaking finally, now that no one who mattered could see.

My phone buzzed.

An unknown number. One message.

An address downtown. A time — nine o'clock tonight. And beneath it, three words that were not a request.

Bring the logs.