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Chapter 2

Our back office was built for one person and a filing cabinet, and currently held me, a mafia king, and my entire future.

Cozy.

I’d sent Katya upstairs with Papa. Whatever got said in this room, my sister wasn’t going to carry it around for the rest of her life.

Volkov took the good chair without asking. I took the desk, because the desk was mine, and we were going to establish that early.

“You said two million.” I pulled out the ledger where I tracked our slow bleed of a business. “I keep books, Mr. Volkov. Show me yours.”

He studied me for a moment. Then he set a leather folder on my desk like a man laying down a winning hand he took no pleasure in.

I opened it.

And, oh, it was bad.

Markers. Dozens of them, my father’s signature sliding downhill across three years. The Golden Carp card room. A betting shop on Coney Island Avenue. A weekly game in Sheepshead Bay I’d never even heard of.

“He told me he’d stopped,” I said. Quietly. To the paper.

“They always stop,” Volkov said. “Between hands.”

I wanted to hate him for that. It was too accurate to hate.

So I did what I do with panic: I turned it into arithmetic.

And the arithmetic was wrong.

“These markers are from three different rooms.” I laid them out like a tarot spread, doom in every suit. “Different owners. Different neighborhoods. But the paper’s been consolidated — bought up, all of it, in the last six weeks. Same notary. Same weekly compounding, which, by the way, is loan-sharking even by loan-shark standards.”

“I’m aware of the industry norms.”

“Then you’re aware nobody collects like this.” I tapped the dates. “Three rooms don’t call in the same drunk’s paper on the same night by coincidence. Somebody went shopping for my father’s debt. Somebody built this bomb and mailed it to you.”

Something moved behind his eyes. Not surprise.

Confirmation.

“You see fast,” he said.

“I see numbers. Who bought the markers?”

“That is a family matter.”

“Funny. So is my father.”

We looked at each other across eighty years of other people’s bad decisions. Outside, I could hear Katya’s footsteps pacing the apartment above, nineteen years old, learning what her name was worth downstairs.

“Explain the alternative,” I said. “Two million — or her. I’ve heard some ugly propositions across this desk, but they usually involve the freezer vendor.”

“You come with me.” No hesitation. “Into my house, under my name, under my protection. The debt stops existing.”

“As what? Staff? Décor?” My voice stayed level, which cost me. “Say the word you’re dancing around.”

“I don’t dance.” He leaned forward, and the little office got smaller. “And I haven’t decided the word. What I have decided is that this paper —” he touched the folder once “— will destroy your family in exactly the manner its buyer intends. Unless it becomes mine to tear up.”

“And you tear things up for strangers often?”

A pause. One heartbeat too long.

“No,” he said. “Never.”

There it was again — that flicker, that current under the ice, like he was reading a page of me I didn’t remember writing.

I dropped my eyes first. Strategic retreat. Shut up, knees.

“I want twenty-four hours,” I said.

“You have until tomorrow night.”

“And while I’m deciding, the meter stops. No interest. Not one dollar. You can eat six percent for a day; consider it the cost of my company.”

His mouth did something that on a human being might have been the start of a smile. “Done.”

“The window your poets broke gets fixed by morning. Storefront glass, not plywood. We open at eleven; my regulars are old and they feel drafts.”

“Done.”

“And whatever I choose — whatever happens to me or my father — Katya stays out of it. Forever. School, tuition, her name never in anyone’s mouth. I want that promised before I decide anything, so it isn’t a bargaining chip. I’m taking it off your table.”

That one he didn’t answer right away. He looked at me the way men look at a bad X-ray.

“You negotiate the girl first,” he said, “and yourself never.”

“I negotiate in order of value.”

“Done,” he said. Quieter. Fast. Too fast, I’d think later — like it had been settled years before I asked.

He stood, buttoned his coat, and paused at my office door, under the water stain shaped like Bohemia.

“Your boiler,” he said. “Replaced in March. You were overcharged. Use Antonov on Neptune next time; mention my name and watch the price develop humility.”

I blinked. “How do you know about my boiler?”

But he was already gone, through my dining room and out into the dark, and the bell over the door chimed like nothing at all had happened to us.

I sat in the office until my hands stopped shaking. Fourteen minutes. I timed it, because measuring things is how I stay a person.

Two million. Or me.

There was a third option, of course. There’s always a third option: run. Empty the register, grab Katya, drive until the ocean changed names.

Except runners need somewhere to run to, and everything we had was bolted to this block. The stove. The regulars. Mama’s recipes in the cellar in her own handwriting.

You can’t pack a life like ours. It doesn’t fold.

Upstairs, I found Papa at the kitchen table with cold tea and the face of a man rehearsing apologies. Katya’s door was shut, music on — her version of hiding.

“Mila.” He reached for my hand. I put the kettle on instead. Some conversations need the stove lit; it’s a Czech law.

“Three years, Papa.” I kept my back to him. It was that or shout. “The Carp. The betting shop. A game in Sheepshead Bay. You signed our name like it was confetti.”

“I was going to win it back.”

“That sentence has buried more men than the navy.”

“Miláčku—”

“I stood in front of Katya tonight with a knife, Papa. A knife. And you sat there.” The kettle began its low hum. “You didn’t even look surprised. You knew they were coming.”

Silence. The refrigerator sighed. Somewhere under us, the ocean kept minding its own business.

“I got a phone call,” he said at last. “Last week. A man told me the debt had been… gathered. That it would be presented. He was very polite. Politeness from such men is a coffin lid, Mila.”

I turned around. “What man?”

And my father — who taught me chess, who cried at Czech carols, who once drove four hours because Katya wanted real Vánočka at college orientation — my father looked at the tablecloth and confessed.

“It started small. The Carp. Then a man began offering me credit. Always more. Always kind about it. When I lost, he was kind. Kindness like that is bait, and I swallowed it for three years, and when the hook set —” he spread his hands, empty “— he named his price.”

“Two million.”

“No.” Papa’s voice went to ash. “Money was never the price. He told me so himself, the night I couldn’t cover the Sheepshead game. He said there was an older way to settle debts between families. A bride price. He’d even smiled. I thought — God forgive me, I thought he was joking, and then I thought about the number, and I—”

The kettle screamed. Neither of us moved.

“Papa. Who bought your markers?”

“Sergei Volkov.” He said it like spitting out a tooth. “The uncle. The old wolf behind the young one.”

“And what did you promise him?”

My father is not a brave man. But he looked up, that once, and let me see his whole face while he did it.

“You, Miláčku. I promised you to Sergei.”